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Mar. 23rd, 2005 @ 09:03 am N/A



Name: Tova
Age: 15
Sexuality: Straight
Any piercings?: Ears, once
Tattoos?: nope

<*>YoUr FaVoRiTe:<*>

Name: "Michal," it's a girl's name and biblically a queen  
Actor and actress: Matt Damon, I suppose, and Claire Danes
Band/artist: Collide/Avril Lavigne/Chevelle/Trapt   
Genre of music: Gothic, Punk, Classical, the occasional song in the "top 40" if it has a good beat
C.D.: "Trapt" - Trapt's debut CD, or "Fallen" - Evanescence
Food: Tuna melts, or this great beef-stew that's traditional food in my religion
Store: Barnes and Noble  
Color: Green, Grey, and Black

>*>MoRe QuEsTiOnS<*<

Have your license? Not yet =/ I can't take "Range" class before the summer (state laws)
Are you in love? If yes, for how long? Yes, I think. I'm too afraid to really say it's "love" because I'm fifteen, and he's leaving for a foreign country in six months :(, but sure, in the non-traditional sense. We've never touched, not even to hold hands, because it's what my religion dictates, and he's more orthodox than I am, but when he's not here.....I feel so unfulfilled. Maybe six months, by the way. It's been developing slowly, so I really don't know (and sorry for the long answer lol).
(Don't answer if you answered "yes" to above question)
Have you ever been in love?
Are you in a band? No, but that would be so awesome!
Can you play an instrument? Same as above lol
What do you love about yourself? (i.e. best features, worst features) I think my best features are that I'm verbal, empathetic, and considerably more philosophical than some of the kids in my school, and it feels good to think I might have a better grip on the real world than they do; some of them are in sheltered environments, and that is going to suck once they get out on thier own. I think my worst feature is that I'm really awkward around big groups of people, and also that I have the tendency to get too emotionally involved in everything around me - and people think I overdramatize, except to me, it really is like that...... 

<><>Tell me a story about a time when you stuck up for something you believed in...<><> My best friend and I were closer than sisters. I looked up to her a lot because she always had a clam and more mature mindset on the outside, and we shared the same views on a lot of things....yet we expressed them so differently, and we were in many ways total opposites. We were friends from third grade until this year........she got too involved with the wrong crowd, so badly she was going out and getting drunk and high every night. I didn't say anything for a few weeks until I could assess the situation properly. I tried so hard to help her, she was really depressed as well, and I kept thinking "we'll make it through this...." Well, finally, after a few weeks of trying alone to do it, my other friends finally got up the courage to say something, and it didn't work either, except a guy friend of ours got involved; later, she showed him all these self-injuries, because he was the least involved, and he got freaked, and it turnsd out she was *this* close to committing suicide, and for all means and purposes, the shit hit the fan (if you'll excuse my language). So now she's at another school, and much happier, and she's stopped doing some drugs, but is still pretty much the same as she was when I started....but I did every possible thing I could do.

*Tell me how beautiful you think you are* I think I'm okay  personality-wise, I mean, because I can see other people's views pretty well. I've had my good and bad days.

*~How did you find out about this community?~* I was looking around for something like this on LJ's search.

.*:.*If accepted, what do you feel you will have to do to be a dedicated member?*.:*. I have a pretty heavy school schedual (hey, 8 AM - 6PM and homework), but when I can I'll comment, try to contribute ideas, most certainly promote ....

*~*Type your paragraph(Minimum of 4 sentences)on what makes you an ethreal beauty here: I think ethereal beauty requires a certain depth and character. To have beauty, one must have the personality to fill it....that's why "preps" in some ways can be annoying, if one runs into the living stereotype (I actually have a few "preppy" friends, and they're all great people, but I've met some mean ones, like anyone else). By this I also mean that ideally the ethereal beauty should have a real sense of purpose, and try to infuse this purpose into everything they do. It's not outer beauty at all: it's the quiet, inner sense that things are deeper than face value.

.::Post your beautiful pictures here, dear::.

^ From my 'rents webcam, sorry about the lighting

Thank you! This looks like it's an awesome community!


What do they have to say?
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Date:March 23rd, 2005 12:11 pm (UTC)
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I say yes, you gave good answers and I like your outfit in the 2nd pic, so YES! And, I'm the mod and I want more members, so I'm not going to have people vote until we have at lesat 10 members. SO, welcome to the community!
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Date:March 23rd, 2005 04:14 pm (UTC)

Thank you

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Thank you so much! I really appreciate it lol. Anything I can start on that can help the community?
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Date:March 23rd, 2005 04:35 pm (UTC)

Re: Thank you

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You can...promote promote promote, if you have friends, tell them to join.:) Anything you can do to help the community is greatly appreciated:)!
Date:March 26th, 2005 11:26 am (UTC)
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the one I hate out of jealousy!
Well I'm no member of this community,
but my illegal vote would be yes =)
Date:March 26th, 2005 11:27 am (UTC)
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By the way,you are not only smart....but also beautiful. Everything I'm not. Can you give me something of your luck? No,I'm just joking.
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Date:March 26th, 2005 06:01 pm (UTC)
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Thank you =)

I would if I could. I really appreciate it :)

Date:March 27th, 2005 12:55 am (UTC)
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Thank you =) that's nice of you